Apparitions through the veil

 

This following blog I have been given permission to write from the client I saw this week. It is a very sensitive subject but she is more than happy for me to share this information with you. I will keep her name anonymous as usual.

So for 3 nights before my QHHT session with this lady I was having very vivid lucid dreams. This is not unusual… I will dream about an upcoming session for around 75% of my clients. At first I always think the dream is about something in my own life (because of course, dreams are your subconscious mind trying to tell you something in an abstract sort of way) so you can often find me wracking my brains at 5.30am trying to decipher what it all means. And for those of you thinking a good dream book is all you need, sometimes it isn’t… If I dream of a black cat I think it’s good luck because I love them, another person fearful of black cats and the connotations that invokes within them, could mean a totally different thing!

So my dreams involved a house. It was very dark and dingy and I was with a female. I’m not sure still who this female was, I only know that she shared my experiences and fear in the dreams. Each dream differed slightly but they centred around a dirty mouldy huge wall of a living room. The top of the wall would suddenly crack and black smog would emit from the crack. This smog would then seep down to the ground and form what I can only describe as a cannon ball. Then from the ball different things would emerge from the centre. One of these things was a black scary looking snake. The woman and I would be so fearful until it then turned into something not quite so scary. An example of this was a Joey - a young kangaroo, another one was a beautiful fawn. I would at this point think in the dream, ah… this isn’t real, I’m dreaming. I have a few tricks when I get to this stage of a dream to become fully lucid but not one of them worked. So, for instance I will begin to fly to confirm I’m dreaming… but when I tried I couldn’t fly. I stood in the dream knowing I was dreaming but I just couldn’t confirm this because all of my tricks were failing. I felt trapped and had a horrible dense feeling like there was just no way out of the situation.

The morning of the session I felt a very uncomfortable energy. Before all of this I would have said it was nerves, but to be honest I never get nervous before a QHHT session… after all, all I am doing is guiding the client, so what do I have to feel apprehensive about? But this was an unfamiliar feeling. As I drove to see her, I stopped at the beach and sat and looked at the waves for 10 minutes. Maybe this lady is very spiritual and that’s why I have this huge ball of energy around me? Yes… that was probably it. I drove to the house and met one of her sons in the driveway, he smiled and said she’s just inside.

I’ll be honest, from meeting the lady the ball of energy seemed to slightly dissipate. She was really lovely and I went about setting up my microphone and iPad. I asked her if she was spiritual and she said yes she was. Ah! That must be it I assured myself. As we got into the talk I always do at the beginning, she started to tell me all about the difficult situation she found herself in. From the age of 5 she had felt a negative presence around her. She felt it was a man and it had all become too much. It was at the point that not only did it scare her, but it was scaring her children. This entity had presented itself in all demeanours… it had a poltergeist side to it, moving items in the house, banging doors open and closed for hours which had been witnessed by numerous people and walking across the bedrooms. He sounded heavy footed dragging himself as if he were drunk, up and down the stairs but the scariest thing of all was that one of her sons saw a vision of him quite clearly that scared him so much he didn’t want to go in the house, and parts of the house he simply wouldn’t go to at all! She also spoke of a man or woman (she wasn’t entirely sure which) and a child that appears in the doorway to her living room. She called these shadow people and they did not scare her. She also saw lights going through the walls of her house occasionally. As she described all of this, I knew it to be the origin of my dreams I had been having.

As I spoke the lady said she suddenly saw a really bright white aura around me. I was shocked to hear this but thought it sounded lovely. (I later found out from a friend who ironically runs a business called “The Aura Hospital” that this was most likely my higher self connection getting ready for the session. If it was an aura it would have been made up of different colours and hues… so thank you for that advice Joanne). 

We finished our interview with her saying she often feels like she is seeing through a fog and it feels dense and difficult to navigate through. She has a friend who has been to the house and been very firm with the unwanted visitor and to a certain degree it had kept him at bay and she was so grateful for that support. Naturally she was afraid having a session like this would bring the entity even more into her life so I assured her that her Higher Self would not allow that and she would have a beautiful pyramid of protection around her the whole time and not to worry. I have to admit, in this circumstance, as we did the induction I also put the pyramid of protection around myself too! She was concerned she would need to move during the hypnosis due to a back issue, so I assured her that was fine and to get herself as comfortable as she needed to and we began to take her under. Little was she to know, but she wouldn’t move so much as a finger for the next hour and a half.

Immediately she found herself on a mountain. There was a thick fog beneath her  so she was unable to see clearly. As she was describing the scene, I was having equipment problems. My iPad just wouldn’t press record. I fortunately always bring a back up and I quickly looked to see if it was working. It was. You would think I had a block of ice next to my right arm and laptop. The air inside the room was still, despite a window being open on my left side. To be fair, the air outside of this room was lovely and warm, it was a lovely day outside, but here there was an uncomfortable heaviness. As she described what she could see, I tested other things on the iPad. Nothing worked. I closed it down and restarted it. Even the visual wave amplitudes of our voices weren’t showing up as usual. What the hell? I looked at my Rode microphone to see it gently illuminating blue, showing it was working perfectly. I unplugged it all, plugged it back in and rebooted it…NOTHING! . I didn’t know what to do. The coldness on my arm was very still and very present. After numerous attempts I thought I would just need to hope and pray everything sounded ok on the backup recording I was using. As far as I could see it was working well. This source was closer to the client than me, so I knew it would pick her voice up very well - even if she spoke softly.

The lady went through a few different lifetimes and moments… some were earthly, some were not. One in particular sounded very alien indeed but there was a weird common denominator in all of the lives. A thick fog that stopped her seeing full details. It would always get in the way! When we got to the part where we connect to the lady’s Higher Self I started to pose the questions she had asked. I won’t venture into those questions as they were very personal to her, but the underlying issue to them all centred around this man from her past who was indeed attached to her. Causing emotional, mental and physical issues, he had been around in 2 other lifetimes and just wouldn’t let her go. He was controlling and currently terrorises her children because he can’t bear to see she has children with another man. The fogginess she always sees is his influence on her, as he tries to stop her seeing clearly in anything she does.

Of course, I had specifically assured this lady I would not bring him forward today, so I took this opportunity to ask the Higher Self all about him. She was married to him in the 1800’s and in 1817 he suddenly died. Although controlling, she loved him very much and didn’t understand why he just left one day. The Higher Self said he had fallen to his death. This was a time when people just went missing and it was never investigated so there were situations such as this that people never really got closure. HE never got closure either. It was agreed that it was time for him to move on, with much love and support that he finds a light within him to help him moving forward. As soon as this was said, the coldness left my right arm and the heaviness in the room dissipated so quickly it was as if somebody had opened the curtains and let the sun in. I asked about the “Shadow people” and was told they are tribal, a man and a young boy who are with her for protection.

Coming out of the session the lady said she felt amazing and a huge sense of calm, and I was so happy for her. I didn’t check my equipment until I got home, but of course I am sure you can guess… it all worked perfectly! ❤️