Financial burdens and incapacitation!
I'd like to talk about a client who came to me with a concern that even in times of financial stability, he still constantly worries he would lose all of his money. The reasons to him seemed to be unfounded but were there all the same and something he found hard to shake! He also suffered with a lot of pain in his shoulders and neck and no matter how much he tried to alleviate these issues they remain.
Going into his first scene he immediately saw a young girl around the age of 15, red hair and pale skin standing over him worried. There was also his wife crying and his young son there. He was dying and felt very hot and incredibly sick with a pain in his stomach. I advised him he could observe this and not feel any symptoms as he described this to me. I took him to just before this event to find out how he had got into this situation and he described being in the city with cobbled streets and found himself drinking from a public fountain. He described it as cast iron with a constant flow of water from a tap. He then told me he had died of cholera, an outbreak that had killed lots of people. He didn’t want to die because nobody would be able to provide for his family and he was very worried. Moving him on to the other side of this lifetime, he was able to see his family managed OK financially afterwards, and this gave him a huge sense of peace.
I moved him to another life where he was a young boy in the woods. He was alone and happy when a group of young wealthier men on horses (around 20 of them) trampled over him without a care for him at all. He was in a lot of pain mainly his head but also his arms and left leg. He lay there all night on a dirt road and it wasn’t until the morning his mother and father found him. He said he felt he was able to die now as his mother was with him but he was fortunately nursed back to health.
An important day came where there was a sort of party in the streets. Somebody important was getting married but he didn’t know who. I asked what they looked like but he said they didn’t SEE these people because they were somewhere else, they just knew they were getting married. (He later advised after the session they were what he believed to be royalty).
Another important day was when his father died and not long after his mother. She had taken him to the city walls to ask for help prior to dying, realising her fate, however this plea was greeted with disparagement and ignorance. He finally passed away himself when he was beaten to death because somebody wanted his house and the fields. Moving to the higher self, they spoke of how the incident with the horses had made him mentally incapacitated and this also caused the issues with his shoulders that he has carried for many lifetimes. His shoulders and neck were healed during the session and his mind needs to be accepting of this. He needs to get to a place of stopping thinking about them as being injured. He also worries that with everything he does in life he feels like “the village idiot” but he needs to have confidence that people think well of him. He is quick to put himself down and should not do this.
The first life was shown to explain the worry of financial burden and that everything is always OK and he needs to let this go. He is otherwise in very good health, and he is fortunate that his current occupation is the right one for him and working in it will always be on his own terms. Coming out of the session he was very emotional over the life with the horse incident and said he had felt sad that nobody on the horses had cared that they had completely ruined his life. He felt he got a lot from the session and was pleased to understand why he feels the way he does about certain things.
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